{"id":1943,"date":"2024-01-26T11:02:43","date_gmt":"2024-01-26T08:02:43","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/gokselaksel.com\/blog\/?p=1943"},"modified":"2024-02-01T22:43:29","modified_gmt":"2024-02-01T19:43:29","slug":"gokselden-hashtag-dilbersu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/gokselaksel.com\/blog\/gokselden-hashtag-dilbersu\/","title":{"rendered":"G\u00f6ksel’den Hashtag #DilberSu"},"content":{"rendered":"

Ger\u00e7ek Bir \u201cDilber\u201d ile S\u00f6yle\u015fi – B\u00f6l\u00fcm 1<\/strong><\/p>\n

Pavyon isimli belgeselvari dijital platform yay\u0131n\u0131ndan sonra \u015fimdi de \u0130nci Taneleri dizisi ile birlikte yeniden g\u00fcndeme gelen konsomatris ya\u015fam\u0131 ne hikmetse herkesin \u00e7ok\u00e7a ilgisini \u00e7ekiyor. Ben de bir s\u00fcredir Ankara\u2019da ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7in \u201cAlem\u201d hayat\u0131n\u0131 inceleme f\u0131rsat\u0131 bulmu\u015f bir insan olarak hemen gidip ger\u00e7ek bir Dilber ile sizler i\u00e7in k\u0131sa bir s\u00f6yle\u015fi ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftirdim.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Kod Ad\u0131 Dilber Su!<\/strong> Yaz\u0131 boyunca ger\u00e7ek ismini kullanmayaca\u011f\u0131m. Trabzon\u2019da Sarp S\u0131n\u0131r Kap\u0131s\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131ktan sonra Trabzon\u2019da t\u00fcm yabanc\u0131 uyruklu kad\u0131nlara “Nata\u015fa” denirdi bir zamanlar, \u015fimdi de t\u00fcm konsomatrislere “Dilber” denecek gibi bir varsay\u0131mla yaz\u0131 boyunca arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n Kod Ad\u0131n\u0131 Dilber Su olarak kullanaca\u011f\u0131m (Su\u2019yu kendisi eklemek istedi).\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Herkesin cevab\u0131n\u0131 bekledi\u011fi o soru ile ba\u015flayal\u0131m; Alemde \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaya nas\u0131l ba\u015flad\u0131n?<\/strong><\/p>\n

Asl\u0131nda benimki biraz h\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc bir hikaye. Bundan yakla\u015f\u0131k on sene kadar \u00f6nce \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fim bir sevgilim vard\u0131. Ben o zamanlar 19 ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131m. \u0130\u015fsiz g\u00fc\u00e7s\u00fcz biriydi ama \u00e7ok yak\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131yd\u0131, mert bir insana benziyordu. Tutuldum. Ailem birlikte olmam\u0131z\u0131 istemedi. Biz \u0130zmir\u2019de ya\u015f\u0131yorduk ailece. Ailem g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmemize kar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131k\u0131nca biz de tas\u0131 tara\u011f\u0131 toplad\u0131k Ankara\u2019ya ka\u00e7t\u0131k!<\/p>\n

Neden Ankara\u2019ya ka\u00e7may\u0131 tercih ettiniz peki?<\/strong><\/p>\n

Sevgilim \u00f6yle istemi\u015fti, o zamanlar as\u0131l niyetini anlamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

PAVYONA BEN\u0130 ELLER\u0130YLE G\u00d6T\u00dcRD\u00dc!<\/strong><\/p>\n

Ankara’ya geldi\u011finizde neler ya\u015fand\u0131?<\/strong><\/p>\n

Bizim elimizdeki paralar t\u00fckenince sevgilim olacak adam benim \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmam i\u00e7in i\u015f buldu\u011funu s\u00f6yledi ve beni pavyona g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u0130nanamad\u0131m! O zamana kadar payvon, gazino nedir, kons nedir hi\u00e7 bilmiyordum. \u00c7ok korkmu\u015ftum. Ama o kadar saplant\u0131l\u0131 \u015fekilde a\u015f\u0131kt\u0131m ki bir hafta kadar bir s\u00fcrede beni ikna etti. \u0130lk i\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fcmde yan\u0131mda durdu, beni izledi. Sonra elimdeki paray\u0131 al\u0131p yemeye ba\u015flad\u0131 ve benim i\u00e7in her \u015fey \u00e7ok k\u00f6t\u00fcye gitti.<\/p>\n

K\u00f6t\u00fc al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131klar ve \u015fiddet var m\u0131yd\u0131?<\/strong><\/p>\n

Hem de nas\u0131l. Ama \u015fiddeti pavyonda g\u00f6rm\u00fcyordum, sevgilim dedi\u011fim adam hem elimdeki paray\u0131 al\u0131yor, hem de beni d\u00f6v\u00fcyordu. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckt\u00fcm, psikolojim \u00e7ok bozulmu\u015ftu. \u00dcst\u00fcne \u00fcst\u00fck bir de madde kullanmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ve zorla bana da madde kulland\u0131rtmaya ba\u015flad\u0131!\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Zorla sana yasakl\u0131 madde mi kulland\u0131rtt\u0131?<\/strong><\/p>\n

Evet. Kimyasal bir madde, de\u011fi\u015fik, ne oldu\u011funu da tam bilmiyordum, zorla bana kulland\u0131rtt\u0131 ve sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131m iyice bozuldu o d\u00f6nem. Gecem g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fcm yoktu, deli gibi pavyonda \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor, t\u00fcm param\u0131 ona veriyordum. Zaten \u00e7ok ak\u0131ll\u0131 biri de\u011fildim hi\u00e7, madde kulland\u0131k\u00e7a iyice akl\u0131m gitti, tamamen k\u00f6lesi olmu\u015ftum.<\/span><\/p>\n

SOKAKTA BEN\u0130 \u00d6LD\u00dcRES\u0130YE D\u00d6VD\u00dcLER!<\/strong><\/p>\n

Nas\u0131l ayr\u0131ld\u0131n\u0131z?<\/strong><\/p>\n

Benim aptal kafama kalsa ayr\u0131lmazd\u0131m. Benden s\u00f6\u011f\u00fc\u015fledi\u011fi paralarla gitti evlendi bir anda! \u015eok ge\u00e7irdim. Bu adam evlendi\u011finin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc ay\u0131 m\u0131 neydi, beni \u0130stanbul\u2019a \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. Para getir bana, bo\u015fanaca\u011f\u0131m dedi. Ben de saf, salak, gittim pavyondan avans ald\u0131m, hemen \u0130stanbul\u2019a bunun yan\u0131na gittim. Beni \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 evin \u00f6n\u00fcnde, kar\u0131s\u0131, kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n arkada\u015flar\u0131, bu adam ve \u00fc\u00e7 erkek daha beni \u00f6ld\u00fcresiye d\u00f6vd\u00fcler. Paray\u0131, telefonumu, her \u015feyimi al\u0131p beni \u00f6ylece b\u0131rakt\u0131lar. G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc hastanede a\u00e7t\u0131m. 3 g\u00fcn yo\u011fun bak\u0131mda yatm\u0131\u015f\u0131m. Toplamda 12 g\u00fcn hastanede kald\u0131m.<\/p>\n

GELECEK HAFTA<\/strong><\/p>\n

Dilber Su hastaneden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131nca neler oldu? Belal\u0131s\u0131ndan kurtulabildi mi? Pavyonda neler ya\u015fan\u0131yor? Pavyon nas\u0131l bir yer? \u0130nci Tanelerim dizisi hakk\u0131nda ne d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyor? T\u00fcm yan\u0131tlar ve daha fazlas\u0131, haftaya G\u00f6ksel\u2019den Hashtag\u2019de! takipte kal\u0131n!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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